i shall proclaim that is dun want to create any trouble due to betaryers from my bunch of so called good friends that dun even kept their promises.
simply i duno what to say.. lying in front of their teeth is one thing another thing is that doing things behind your back. if u do it make sure i dun see it but no
it seemed to be a different story alr.
and some how i dun see a point of doing anything because to me betray is a huge word and impact in my life. being through this is once is enough i dun know how to face u anymore and u all anymore because the more i see the more bad stufff i experience so let me let go and go away slowly.. i dun want to get hurt anymore.. friend what is that do i know what is that or somehow i put in too much trust in it .. i wonder.

私の心は何思っていますか　私は全然わかないよう。。友達は彼氏が　ありますですでも　私の気持ち何ですか。　自分もうわかないです。実は嬉しいの気持ちで　感じます　でも　もう少し　あの　君は私の友達じゃないの気持ちもう感じます。　でも自分の気持ちはわかないけど　でも　いまわたし本当に一人ですか。
本当一人ですね　でも　友達の幸せと思っています。

after for so long it came oh thks god man although people dun but i want it man badly i assume if not i iwll be on medication again which is i dun want
okie anyway.. i get agigated easily so yar like okie hmm symptoms come alr..
ok anyway.. afterwhich i made heading of kame pictures lol after watchin pass videos of him and also reading up some stuff i realise what a big role can be play in my life..
and i realize me and koki's mind is similar i shall go check..
lol i watched on video which says that they are suppose to play some games with some ladies i call them ladies is a kind of courteous because no matter how they behavve they don't act like one i assume mayb they are more for expressivo than asians og our kind hmm. okie anyway poor kamenashi and koki although they cannot stand it but they still have to bear with the job. so perhaps getting into this job also tries on your tolerance to people and also your patients because sometimes certain people just does the wrong things at the wrong time. apparently if this were to really test on my tolerance i have done it man however patience i still lack of it and also perhap that i still lack of some stuff like forgiveness and however it is hard to forget..
2 person i trusted sold me or rather use the word betrayed you know who you are i shall not make known however you have totally sold me out and also betrayed my trust. when decided to turn your back against me you better pray that i don't know but for now i have known. i shall say
these friendship 終りましたthe end alr..
i thank you for letting me know that you are such a faithful and loyal that you will betray your friend that you had known longer.

but there are certain friends that will not their backs to you i thank you for being in my life. ^^

firstly Happy bdae to NASSA !! ^^

お誕生日おめでと
じゅきゅ歳ですね
おめでと
today studied my Japanese and however it is difficult but i will jiayou de
and also for the jap B it is all kanji
i need coffee badly man LOL

okie anyways i rode my bike to her hse and have fun and hang around with my senpais
then i teached daphne the don't u ever stop dance
私のダンスーが悪いですね
btw have to study again.
then again fangirl with them
and also another thing this is what i gave nassa



brownie



^^ okie tht is all about today.. study study study...

she treated like idiot hmm...i wonder

sorry to post 2 times in a day..
apparently i felt that sometimes there is really nth for you to brood about when you leave
because no one cared anyway..
PS: Pris thanks for the msg felt better ^^ \/