after for so long it came oh thks god man although people dun but i want it man badly i assume if not i iwll be on medication again which is i dun want
okie anyway.. i get agigated easily so yar like okie hmm symptoms come alr..
ok anyway.. afterwhich i made heading of kame pictures lol after watchin pass videos of him and also reading up some stuff i realise what a big role can be play in my life..
and i realize me and koki's mind is similar i shall go check..
lol i watched on video which says that they are suppose to play some games with some ladies i call them ladies is a kind of courteous because no matter how they behavve they don't act like one i assume mayb they are more for expressivo than asians og our kind hmm. okie anyway poor kamenashi and koki although they cannot stand it but they still have to bear with the job. so perhaps getting into this job also tries on your tolerance to people and also your patients because sometimes certain people just does the wrong things at the wrong time. apparently if this were to really test on my tolerance i have done it man however patience i still lack of it and also perhap that i still lack of some stuff like forgiveness and however it is hard to forget..
2 person i trusted sold me or rather use the word betrayed you know who you are i shall not make known however you have totally sold me out and also betrayed my trust. when decided to turn your back against me you better pray that i don't know but for now i have known. i shall say
these friendship 終りましたthe end alr..
i thank you for letting me know that you are such a faithful and loyal that you will betray your friend that you had known longer.

but there are certain friends that will not their backs to you i thank you for being in my life. ^^