whenever whatever

is it just me being irritated or whatsoever. how i wish i can just get out of this country and leave this place right here and right now.

perhaps it is menopause or what so ever, people ard me are getting so naggy that i can't take it. it always ended up in a quarrel whenever i tried talking back. however when i remained quiet, they would say : "why are u keeping quiet, don't think that u keep your mouth shut i will stop". what the hell~ besides that i think it is okay.

i'm planning for my future already how to get myself to japan and work and stay there and also to study.
PR of Japan LOL major aim however getting a dream job will be most wanted..

first step : study well and score well get a diploma in biomedical science.
second step: with cert get into local uni (NUS) arts and social science ( thru another door) taking Japanese studies.
alternate: SIM getting the communication studies
or full time course in Japanese.

third step: NUS success --> leaving for Jap studies in 2010 in a university.
SIM - course finish it
Jap course - finish it ( JLPT)

4th step: NUS --> find a job while i'm there
(try to find jobs that i want when i'm there, perhaps teaching for english)
SIM - save while studying work - with money go there to study language for a year in school then get a job
Jap: save money - study language to get myselft there.

Wanting to use the SIM to get some media job and advertisement job. creativity still my cup of tea.

aims: getting my shop up and making a transaction with my sister, i get the goods from japan she sells them in singapore.

starting of saving for my Japanese study in Japan right now . starting from coins and notes

toueba - ganbatte ne.. nihon ga watashi no jinsei darou.
and also i will be going to Japan 2time every year so i shall spent my money carefully