今日は　学校行かないそうえす。。後は　デパートで　買い物します　でも　今日はちょっとうれしいですね
でも　わからないね。。今ちょっと疲れたと思うね。。今は　ちょっとこの事件は　がんばってね　私はあの　赤西仁のイメージ　が　欲しいですね。。けど　自分の顔がちょっと　ぶうでみたいですしょうね。。。そしていま私は毎日で。。１０％　落ちますね。。顔がシャープが　欲しいですね。。頑張っててね
あの　このひ未来は　あの　野ブターを。プロディーユス。。の修二です。。
今ね　別のコスプレをしますね。。

For fun i done jin DUES costume lol

today had my EOY audition at CCK.. not to my expectation aiai kasa was not that well sung. LOL the kiss kaerimichi no love song was so much better, to my surprise. but whether will we get in will be another story though.. i hope for another chance for us as i think that we sung without music there was an advantage and disadvatnage though.. but i think kiss kaerimichi was quite well done...
did not have much errors.. yuki had certain errors likewise mine too my ama koi was a little out i guess.. luckily tht was our first song. our debut song rather performance song is still itsumademo kiss kaerimichi no love song ~ vwish me all the best on next week sunday when the results are out. hope we get in... prays i want to show the other i don't cosplay but i am able to sing i make sure i am able to do so..
kimi omou yoru

a few days ago, my mother told me about university problems. because of the economical crisis she say it might on hold and she wants me to go to work instead. however my dad scolded her back. he said that if i am able to study he will let me do it and let me study.
i have decided to work hard and do what i can for my work. for my FYP i will be trying my best to help myself and see what jing yi says and i shall score an A perhaps hope i can. Anyway i am having a few auditions on Jap singing though, next one will be on 22nd nov at CCK to sing AiAi Kasa and also Kiss Kaerimichi no love song i think i can sing aiai kasa better though..
on sunday i will be going to AFA'08 though but in the different manner that i never tried before though..
i will be using my own hair i shall say.. but anyway i will be going to orchard later hee... i want to buy my popolo cannot wait liao and also soft bank phone is on its way alr..
Btw i found a job.!!!!!!! i am working at pasta de waraku at central yeah~~~ i am happy though because the people seemed nice no sort of like back stab from one look onli lol..

oh my goodness i think i am just good at spending money..
botejyu has yet to call me *sucks* but the other job has got work for me. therefore trying my luck actually i hope to help in the preparation of food rather than service. but i think i'm quite okay with both though.. love working in kitchen but some how..

i just bought some necklace ring and some DIY stuff online 30 bucks gone .. drats. but no choice.. it' me choice damn it .. but anyway.. just got my shop need to come out with design and i have yet to edit the fyp poster i shall do it now ...
forgot about it damn it

whenever whatever

is it just me being irritated or whatsoever. how i wish i can just get out of this country and leave this place right here and right now.

perhaps it is menopause or what so ever, people ard me are getting so naggy that i can't take it. it always ended up in a quarrel whenever i tried talking back. however when i remained quiet, they would say : "why are u keeping quiet, don't think that u keep your mouth shut i will stop". what the hell~ besides that i think it is okay.

i'm planning for my future already how to get myself to japan and work and stay there and also to study.
PR of Japan LOL major aim however getting a dream job will be most wanted..

first step : study well and score well get a diploma in biomedical science.
second step: with cert get into local uni (NUS) arts and social science ( thru another door) taking Japanese studies.
alternate: SIM getting the communication studies
or full time course in Japanese.

third step: NUS success --> leaving for Jap studies in 2010 in a university.
SIM - course finish it
Jap course - finish it ( JLPT)

4th step: NUS --> find a job while i'm there
(try to find jobs that i want when i'm there, perhaps teaching for english)
SIM - save while studying work - with money go there to study language for a year in school then get a job
Jap: save money - study language to get myselft there.

Wanting to use the SIM to get some media job and advertisement job. creativity still my cup of tea.

aims: getting my shop up and making a transaction with my sister, i get the goods from japan she sells them in singapore.

starting of saving for my Japanese study in Japan right now . starting from coins and notes

toueba - ganbatte ne.. nihon ga watashi no jinsei darou.
and also i will be going to Japan 2time every year so i shall spent my money carefully

hey people, here is my second day at Liang court Starbucks.

coming up on the second day in doing my Darn FYP report which make me feel sick and irritated. Now i have change my darn graph again damn it.. see~ i knew it, she wants me to change my water activity graph. what ever shall do after posting this entry. i am trying to look for a part time i need money for my business and also part of my trip and studies but why my part time does not seem to call me. nevermind i shall now try looking everywhere. i don't believe it, with my capabilities i am not able to archieve anything.
came across this website that sell my favourite accessories

i'm now at liang court alone doing my stupid FYP report, my teacher wants me to get an A. But i am having some kind of headache right now, but trying my best to concentrate and not let myself down again. after being through so much, i know it is time to grow and pursue what i really want and what i want to be. Somekind and somehow the drama Doragon Zakura gave me many instincts and thinking. It tells me not to give up no matter what. even though i failed for the first time, i will be able to make it if i were to work hard towards my aim. Once failure does not mean all, if you don't work hard, yes it will be. so my dream now will be NUS for now it will be my port folio and my FYP report. i know it is difficult but i know i will make it in someday if i worked hard towards it.
On the process of studying, i would really make it to Japan, for my further studies and for my future. It does not seemed logical but i felt that i have an attached to the Japanese culture and their people. In the past, i realize how stupid and foolish i was. Putting what is infront as my ultimate dream. for now i have grown as an adult, i must have a farsight instead of just notcing what is infront but also what is in the future and make sure i learn it and do it.

By the way i am trying to train my writing skills again, after like donkey years. back to another topic this is the phone that iwant to get:

after watching doragon zakura i felt something, nth is impossible i think because once sakuraki sensei said it is not that it is too difficult to enter it is beccause that even before trying we raised te white flag and thinking that it is simply impossible and gave up on the hope..
i am glad i watched this because it had made me think a positive way of studying and how to study and also how i hate to lose to the papers and when test it i a talk between me and the papers so therfore there are no one else. Other candidates are not your enemies they are juz melons and pumpkins.. so therefore i will hard and study hard and know what are my merits and make good use of them.

今日は　休みました　体が　悪いです　そうだろう　ね。。でも今ね。。ちょっとね　お疲れですねでも　カラオケの練習は　重要ですね。。けど　今日は　休みですからね。。あのデーパトに　逢えるはいいね。。ちょっと近いそうですね。。

そうえば　この　ドラゴン桜は　すごいね。山ｐ　は　すごい　長瀬も。。
徹平も。。かわいいね。。

後１０話を　見ます

ほしいの物

１．　UOBのデービットカード
２．　日本の携帯電話
3．　バイトが　欲しいです
４．　お金も　会社も　頑張る
５．　DSLR　の　カメラ
６．　日本へ　行くのチケット(飛行機）

この望みは　12月ー　1月　ぐらい為し遂げる

I WANT TO GO TO NEWS CONCERT T_T...

CRY, BECAUSE OF SOMETHING SOME PEOPLE I MISS IT DAMN IT.. I SHALL TRY AGAIN NEXT YEAR BY OWNSELF DEPENDING ON OTHER WILL NOT HAPPEN EVENTUALLY I THINK.. DAMN IT..

怒るでしょう今の私。。今誰も信じられないです。。全部の人は　ちょっと　詐欺師想われるですね。。とてもみんなは　約束を壊しますは大好きですね。。私の友達は　ちょっと全部この想われるですね。。いつもことりでしょう。。私の人生ちょっと悲しいですね。。苦しいも。。すみませんこのままはちょっと私じゃないですね。。私の前見っては　ちょっと嬉しいの人　でも　実は　私は　ちょっと　寂しいの人　と　短気　のひと　あの隠忍もないです。。あの。。ちょっと性格とわがままですね。。はい。。私の大切の人は友達です。。これは　あの。。河豚ちゃん、目細せいー慶一郎想われるです。。あの名前は。。メサイちゃんです。いいの名前です。。でも。。あなた達これは知らないのね。。でも　後ね。。教えてよ。。
大切の人　多いのは　いらんです

me sure thing is getting myself out of here had enough man haiz..

今家へ出てみたいです。。みんなちょっと邪魔くさいです。。私の問題は　君と関係ないからね。。それは自分の問題解答するだね。。と思う。。

今亮ーちゃんの誕生日だね。。今年は　24歳ですね。。おめでと。。けど。。もうやんちゃしないよ。。それでおめでとう　ございますね。。

亮ちゃんが　頑張ってね。。しじですしょう。。永遠に。。なの。あのニュースのために