song currently = hell no..

ya hell no..
after reading some others blog i realized something though
everyone changed really trust me..
i realize tht somehow time can change everything in life.
Happen to see my friend's grad. photos
after which i seeing myself next year with tht on
after which take it off and i'm off to japan mayb
hope i can get it and not fool ard no more.
it will be a break through if i make it
and also somehow somewhat i am able to pull through and also do something which i am proud of
because somehow i find myself no where.
whereever i go i lose my way. i can't see the shore.
i am still rowing my boat in this vast area with mist and smoke
i need a fan to blow them away to find the right navigation to go..
i hope i can do it..
let me list though
science - half
maths - na
others hobbies- okie onli not as good no heart to do things .
because sometimes that i find that it is a waste of time.
dnuo why wat is wrong la haiz